kiana619's Journals on Buzznet http://kiana619.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[time flies by so fast i just need to breathe]]> http://kiana619.buzznet.com/user/journal/5058211/ i haven't been blogging in a while i forgot how to do it, 

it's good to be back as always, been through a lot of things and of course work has taken much of my time. i'm preparing for the bigger things in life now, since i have been bumming around and people think i'm an ubersloth for chillin' out a lot. hey! life is tough enough not to take a step back, i mean we all need space to breath too. i'm not complaining, since it will not help me at all and besides i'll be wasting my energy to something not productive. i have come to accept what situation i am right now, and i just have to work my way to make it better and be positive about everything. ok so i did not come back to pour out my soul here, i'm not bitter about life and this is not the oprah show or something like that (LOL). i just feel like i owe something for being away or for the lack of updates.

  BUT ANYWAY,

life has it's way of sneaking up on you!! i love random moments as always, it never fails me. 


my good friend Cara from NY came to visit, we went to Disneyland and had tons of FUN, food and more food ha!! after that we went somewhere to meet up with some friends and hung out till the wee hours. 


then here's my other friends, nic and j-hon i will miss them soo much!! nic will be focusing more on her school life and j-hon will go to Sta. Barbara to pursue his dreams!! haha

 


"love inspirational quotes"


free hugs? yes please!!


bliss...

i love how it's fall again, i'm not a big fan of summer to be honest but i didn't say that i didn't had fun during summer time =) fall to is more of a cozy feeling. i guess i'm not meant for hot weathers, i'm thinking of moving towards the snow area maybe east coast?? we'll see where my gut feeling leads me but for now Cali is where my lazy butt is staying.


word up!! (excuse my retarded face) i need some power boost!!

as for this very moment i'm craving for some dark chocolate truffles and a soy chai latte.. i'm not a coffee person so tea will do. i have bee listening to a lot of pinback lately and some black keys, i've been to their shows and as always they've been pretty awesome! =)

well, it seems like i've turn this journal into a diary i must end this one before i talk about things that will bore you.. =) as for me i'll be resting my tired bones for the night. tomorrow however, i will be working again and on with life...

 

 

 

good night sweets xo 

 

 

 

 


]]> Buzznet kiana619 2009-11-05T20:51:00Z <![CDATA[oh.. wow... it's been ages!!]]> http://kiana619.buzznet.com/user/journal/3770961/
it's recession time and it's getting harder each day, me i'm struggling but that doesnt stop me from living my life..
life is too short to be wasted on things that are not important. i got this book from anthropology yesterday about how to live life with sins or something like that.. it's a self help book that makes you see life in a more happy way.. and no i'm not depress or anything, i'm actually doing good right now. feeling much better actually, i find it strange that i'm obsess with candles lately.. i want to buy them all..

valentines day was fun.. i dont have a date, but i had a blast.. i'm missing someone but it's not important right now.. i need to upload more recent pictures here and comment back to peeps.. no im not lazy it's just that lil bro is hugging the computer like always.. my old sleeping habit is coming back (or lack of it).. why oh why?? i need to get away soon.. wait, i was just on a trip last month but i dont care...

i dont like it when i have to pay big money just to fix my car, especially when they sell you out and jack up the prices cause they know that you're dumb when it comes to car.. why?? on earth would you do that?? i feel so bad and hated myself for being stupid enough to go alone.. the whole experience is just another lesson learned.. and i surely won't repeat that!!

on the lighter side of things.. who would have thought that when you pray, God actually answers your prayer ASAP! hahahaha.. i was soo shocked when it happened!! i know it's going to be an exciting year for me!!

i know i make no sense at all.. just for now... im so sleepy and this computer is not doing any good..

good night / morning  my darlings!!!



[i'm blue... ]



[when lil cousin visits]


[goofy face as always]

.............................. <3
]]> Buzznet kiana619 2009-02-18T23:23:00Z <![CDATA[Here we are, trapped in the amber of the moment. There is no why.]]> http://kiana619.buzznet.com/user/journal/3462241/ man o man..

i just got back from ahhrezoneahh for my thanksgiving weekend.. woot!! and it’s soo nice to be away for awhile.. we have to stop over calexico, a pretty boring place but it’s all good since we stop over every chance we got!! i never thought 6 hours will be that long, i swear it’s more like 10 hours.. i miss my mesa family, me and dana explored the place.. i love golden spoon now!! we met this dude who never had sushi ever!! he would rather have taco bell.. haha i miss him too he’s funny!! we actually decided to watch twilight again!! but ended up somewhere.. i swear people over there sleep early!! on the second night we had a party!! food was the best.. no catered food thank you verymuch!! i love helping out as much as i could.. it’s been awhile since i am in a house with bunch of people!!! the guests the party drove from Vermont, West Cov, Sta. Maria and some flew in from Rhode Island.. XD the energy was intense and i never knew almost half of the people there.. we snuk out by 8pm and went to “downtown” well we dont really know if that was their downtown we just assume it is.. we love the lights on the trees and how they decorate for the holiday.. we dont know where to park so we decided to park at burger king.. haha.. we walked around town and it feels like were back home.. i saw for the 1st time in almost 3 years = dunkin donuts.. how fun is that!! XD we walked around till our feet hurts and we decided to go home and sleep.. little did we know that people were still coming in and we ended up sleeping in car..


another sleepless weekend for me but it was all worthed!! for sure i’ll come visit them again soon..




i’m finally back home and i need to make up for the lack of sleep.. i cant wait for Christmas!! i haven’t finished my xmas shopping yet.. i’m planning to make something than buy people things that they’ll throw away..



tomorrow is another day and i still need to finish my book.. i’m going to be a godmom again!! i can’t keep track of how many godchild i have.. better start remembering hahaa..

have a good one!! XD


]]> Buzznet kiana619 2008-12-04T10:23:00Z <![CDATA[all we need is a little alibi]]> http://kiana619.buzznet.com/user/journal/3248361/






i bowl for the very first time and i won the game fair and square!! hahaha



ha.. look at my dorky moves, i try to look like a pro..




i found out about f.a.o. toy store and found this little fella.. and im inlove!!

i miss playing with dolls.. but now they give me nightmares!! hahaha i think it's stupid, i got it from watching way too many scary movies.. actually the toy store is soo big i feel like a kid again.. oh wait! i will always be a kid!! at heart.. XD



someday i will watch this!! i promise!!



i guess it's time to go back to sleep.. im tired and seeing doubles now..

peace!!
]]> Buzznet kiana619 2008-10-22T16:52:00Z <![CDATA[oh! happy day...]]> http://kiana619.buzznet.com/user/journal/2604001/ ok.. so i feel so light and happy right now.. maybe i woke up in the right and sunny part of the bed or something else i cannot explain!! hahaha i feel like i can do whatever right now... =) summer is finally here and i can tell it from the temperature rising and more sun filled activities.. i am travelling for the most part of summer and i like it like that.. i have to meet my long time pals since i havent seen them in a long while and i miss them sooo much.. also it's time to meet some fresh faces, new friends, random peepz with super rad personalities!! hahaha i cant wait...

and later ill be hitting the pool cause im off today and i need some relaxing.. and my not so baby cousin is here to visit..



... and i love this guy soooooooo much hahahaha =)





]]> Buzznet kiana619 2008-06-30T13:28:00Z <![CDATA[im twenty threeeee and i never felt soo young....]]> http://kiana619.buzznet.com/user/journal/2405581/ it was my bday last may 18th.. i had soo much fun.. me and my family first went to dinner there were 20+ of us.. i didnt know we could be a whole bunch and more.. then after dinner me and my friends went to a downtown club to celebratre my birthday.. i feel that im getting old but inside i've never felt so young.. hahaa it was insane!! i hate tight dance floors but what the heck.. i cant complain.. i meet new people that's a plus and also i love washingto apples.. i swear by it!!

so now its memorial day weekend.. its cold here, and i feel really lazy.. i might go out or not depends.. i actually love the weather i dont mind the cold. i'll see..

oh well i got to do more stuff so untill then..


peace!!






drunk and happy!!
]]> Buzznet kiana619 2008-05-24T15:27:00Z <![CDATA[positive...]]> http://kiana619.buzznet.com/user/journal/1695341/ Buzznet kiana619 2008-01-20T23:32:12Z <![CDATA[pumpkin pies......]]> http://kiana619.buzznet.com/user/journal/1374961/
lot of things but the most important thing is that i still

have the people i LOVE the most.. you can never

really ask for more and for me, simple everyday things

mean a lot. like a smile, knowing that someone is there

to brighten up ur day.. may that person be close or far

away from you.. a distant friend, a lover, a total

stranger or just random people you see come in and

out of your life.. it's really funny how i prefer awkward

moments than the usual things..  hahahaa..

thanksagiving day btw is like a fiesta!! hahha so i went

to my auntie's house to celebrate!! everybody was

there.. i ate a lot.. but still i ate my veggies and drink a

lot of h2o.. sometimes it sucks not to have a piece of

meat.. but.. anyway.. im gonna miss my auntie's cookie

when they leave.. they're not gonna be here for

christmas.. hmm.. we'll manage hhaha.. im looking

forward to new years!! but im still thinking where to

go?? new york?? or Vegas?? hahaha.. can't wait..

finding time to spend it with the boy that matters.. i

guess ill take my sweet ass time to think about it!! on

the other side it's been a month since i started being a

vegetarian.. and i love it! i've seen results and got

some good and bad compliments from people.. which

i dont really mind.. i think i need some mani-pedi, or

better yet a full on body SPA.. i miss having people

pampering you.. x] hahha.. well it's almost christmas

and i miss a lot of people!! plus i still have to do my

xmas shopping.. i hate cramming when it comes to

buying gifts. i think the best way to do it is to shop

online.. x] well i think 'll do that now..

so that's it for now..


]]> Buzznet kiana619 2007-11-26T18:44:00Z <![CDATA[wild fire..]]> http://kiana619.buzznet.com/user/journal/1185671/ i've learned a lot from my experiences, never regret anything.. cause you know in the end it's just gonna be you and your ego.. i went to the haunted hotel.. freaking awesome!! bin chased by a chainsaw.. i need to grab on to something.. jazz's butt is literally on my face, haha.. i scream my heart out cuz i cant see a damn thing.. my eyes were close most of the tour.. which is so annoying.. is it just me or the floor is really moving?? haha.. my hair is all over my face.. and when it's finally over im sweating like hell.. hahaha.. saturday was pretty rad.. having to go out with people i almost miss.. they still matter though x] i drink to that!! getting a little booze on and hop on to those kiddie spring ride thingy.. hahaha that was the most ridiculous night ever.. and im a cowgirl pretender!! jazz was swinging side to side cuz she's tall and could only fit to the seal ride.. jon was on the floor coping with life and what not.. getting ready for his AA meeting.. hahaha oh jon mr. postal guy!! cant wait for the EMERY concert.. it has to happen soon!! and more concerts.. x] i miss skinny dipping and having hypothermia while swimming.. gen!! get ur ass back here!! we needed to buy those boards next time we go there!! oh wait we need to go to disneyland cuz i dunno if i can survive 6 flags.. but anyway random things will prevail!! i just know that..

and lastly.. i really need to save money if i want to go to italy, but i doubt it!! there's always next year.. im just saving for a laptop cuz our pc is still crashing every now and then.. it's getting on my nerves.. i love power walking.. i do it a lot now (well that's if i have time/ i try to squeeze it in) coffee bean rules and juice it up!! i dunno where i'll be next week.. maybe i'll be zzzzzzing i need a lot of it..

mwah!

]]> Buzznet kiana619 2007-10-22T19:04:00Z <![CDATA[what's happening?]]> http://kiana619.buzznet.com/user/journal/587581/ i'd better stop hanging out with the wrong crowd.. im getting pretty tired of all this crap! it's been bad for my body, it's not helping.. [retreat] that's what i need.. more time for myself, been stressed from everything.. my energy is not working properly.. JULY 4 was fun.. being with my family (and the extended ones) is priceless.. i had a blast!! watching fireworks feels like new year again. Hmm.. been on the longest road trip so far.. blame it on the traffic, i've been reading good books lately.. some classic and some self help it's healthy. i've been loosing pounds as well, yey me! i'm in the process.. it's not much but it's a big step for me. i'm hitting vegas next week.. and before that concert to get me ready and pumped up.. when i get back.. projekt revolution!! im soo stoked!! i know it's gonna be rad..

just when you think you're on top.. things starts to fall apart.. everything is a tease.. but it's not permanent.. up and down, inside out!! love life and learn to respect yourself.. [self respect] is the key to a good life. "life is all about abundance, there is enough for everybody" 

]]> Buzznet kiana619 2007-07-10T23:22:00Z